Buckalew: Unique or Secretly Cool?
My last name is the name of a royal family now forgotten. My last name, much like the forgotten family, is pointless and not discussed, save for people who recently visited Scotland or ancestry.com. My last name is unique here, in Raleigh, North Carolina, however I would be in good graces if I visited the Houston-The Woodlands-Sugar Land area, the home of Buckalew Elementary (Go Bears!). I would also not stand out in Middlesex County, New Jersey, home of not one, but two mansions previously owned by my ansectors, the Scotts of Beccleuch, Scotland. I enjoy the history behind my last name, as it is quite a story, but I do not enjoy it when people spell my las name Buckaloo or Buckaleu. I mean, those don't even make sense! Buckaloo sounds like what Australians call male deer. I think my last name enthusiastically speaks of my character. As Buckalew secretly hides the fact that I am related to the family that holds 240,000 acres of land in Britain, including five masive estates, so does my simple demeanor hide the fact that I am a suave, genius, extraordinaire. The unfamiliarityof my name helps to not define me — unlike Kennedy, Obama, or Hitler - while the pedigree of Buckalew helps explain the immense feats that I perform.
I have never been faced with the dilemma of having two faces. I am 100% real 100% of the time. This has caused many problems in my life, as I do not adapt my atitude for any situation, but I was taught to always "keep it real". Being a single identity has its advantages. For instance, I am never caught in a situation where I am pretending to be something I am not, which is looked down apon in modern times. However, keeping it real does go wrong. In fact, keeping it real goes wrong a lot. Like, a lot. However, I find that keeping it real does have its advantages. By not catering my life to other's views, I am able to walk my own path without fear of judgement. Furthermore, I have no remorse, because every decision is one that I want to make, not an influenced or preasured one.
